Monday, April 27, 2009
♥ blues
blue is the best word to describe my monday....
Feeling so down & moody today... All the negative thoughts Abt life...
Sometimes I wonder wad's the minimum requirement for one to live on?
I really cannot predict how my future will be if I dun further my studies if I dun upgrade myself... Where can I work? Wad can I work as? Wad is my actual interest?
Signs I really know nuts... I'm just living day by day...
Seriously study is not my cup of coffee but where can I be if I dun study?
I'm suffering from insomnia... every time I close my eyes words questions keep popping by stopping me from sleep! Waking up feeling so restless and negative...
I dun even hab time to jog or do some sports everyday is so stagnant for now... Just hoping for this exam to get over and @ least give me a pass I dun expect much...
There's no news from the uni guess I'm out of the list... Sighs. Ok wads my next plan? This is the question I keep asking myself now...
Shit I feel just so useless...
I wonder how some ppl can just happy go lucky all their life...
I just wanna be HAPPY..!
And I need some SLEEP..!

Feeling so down & moody today... All the negative thoughts Abt life...
Sometimes I wonder wad's the minimum requirement for one to live on?
I really cannot predict how my future will be if I dun further my studies if I dun upgrade myself... Where can I work? Wad can I work as? Wad is my actual interest?
Signs I really know nuts... I'm just living day by day...
Seriously study is not my cup of coffee but where can I be if I dun study?
I'm suffering from insomnia... every time I close my eyes words questions keep popping by stopping me from sleep! Waking up feeling so restless and negative...
I dun even hab time to jog or do some sports everyday is so stagnant for now... Just hoping for this exam to get over and @ least give me a pass I dun expect much...
There's no news from the uni guess I'm out of the list... Sighs. Ok wads my next plan? This is the question I keep asking myself now...
Shit I feel just so useless...
I wonder how some ppl can just happy go lucky all their life...
I just wanna be HAPPY..!
And I need some SLEEP..!

♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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